Monday, January 25, 2010

January 25th, 2010

Hi.
I just checked my goddamn TCF account online. Premier damn Real Estate took rent out of my account twice and now i'm almost 100 dollars in overdraft. WHAAATTT how is that possible?! Great. Gross premier... I'll fix it tomorrow this nasty thing. UGH

I'm going to shower, do the dishes, and go back to the art building to paint some more. What a mess.

Thankfully, Motion City posted their Minneapolis tour blog video for this past saturday. It made me in a better mood. Justin Pierre, not to be a creep but you're seriously my soul mate I think, we're way too similar.

Peace friends. Wish me luck in fixing my issue.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

January 24th 1/2, 2010

By the way, this man is amazing and beautiful. You should see him in real life! =)
Oh hi, I'm a 12 year old girl.

January 24th, 2010

Okay, lets be real. I love Motion City Soundtrack way too much and it's quite possibly growing to be a problem, but honestly I'm okay with that. From my first time seeing them live in 2004, before their first released cd I Am the Movie came out until the release of My Dinosaur Life in 2010, my love continues to stay strong. To watch a band and their members go from midwesterners, to married men, to rehab members, to warped tour veterans, to mtv, and sold out shows isn't just a treat. I feel like I've first hand been through things with this band as well as them with me. Meeting Justin and Josh was a nice surprise last year in September at UofM and then sitting and eating pizza with Justin was a DREEEEEEEAM! What a guy. Way too nice...

Moral of the story; saw Motion City Soundtrack last night. Insanely fun, packed, and intense! It was like they held in all of their energy since the last tour 3 years ago and released it all at the kick-off of their tour in Minneapolis last night.

Dear MCS,
Hi, you've met me in Wisconsin 4 years ago and I still love you. Thanks for being the band that I know and need to love. Congrats on making it this far, I knew you'd get it. BOOM! Have fun in LA!

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

January 20th, 2010

Hello world, I'm grumpy tonight.

I thought I was really doing well and getting over my obsession with my weight and how I look, but recently it's going downhill again. I haven't done anything intense again but really, I hate this. Why can't I ever be happy with myself!!!

The world will never know.
I have dance tomorrow which usually wears me out quite a bit so hopefully I'll feel better following that.

I'm watching Corpse Bride hoping that will cheer me up! So far it is. This movie is beautiful. The music in it isn't too bad either.

So the moral of the story today is this: I need to stop caring so much about how I look, dance class is ridiculously fun, and good music and a nicely done clay-mation really cheer me up.

So do flowers.
Technically, I can't say that flowers cheer me up because I've only received them once and that was on my 16th birthday from my best friend, Eva. I hope to expand that number someday soon.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

January 12th, 2010

Alright, here's what's up. Motion City Soundtrack is by far my favorite band right now and they have been since I was about 15. I ate dinner with the lead singer and messaged him on myspace (cute) so anyway, I love 'em. Their new cd officially comes out January 19th but since people were already illegally downloading it, they put the entire thing on their Myspace page. So anyway, it rocks so much harder than I ever could have asked for! Merry late Christmas to MCS fans, this is bomb!

So they had a scavenger hunt in Minneapolis, I knew where it was with 1 glance. I figured it would be found within the hour it would have taken me to get there. It was at First Ave in one of the side exits for the employees. SO. UPSET. but oh well, at least I knew =) Thank goodness I have tickets to see them there on the 23rd of this month. I'm going to rock out so hard I'll be sore for weeks!

I took pictures of my excitement today... of course.


This is how they make me feel right now, and usually always, but especially today. Everyone better listen and love.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

January 10th, 2010...



hey mister,
YOU CAN COME BACK NOW!
ha.

January 9th, 2010

This morning I woke up next to an extremely attractive, well-mannered gentleman. He's far away now and I dislike that. I went to work and then to buy kleenex because my nose is stuffy. Then I ate some cereal and now I'm watching Breakfast at Tiffany's. Not to be cliche, but I love this movie. The part that I'm watching right now is when they steal those crazy masks... GEEZ it's so great. So anyway, I'm feeling strangely selfish today so I think I'll make a list of things about me; MEEE!

-my middle name is Emily, which I'm satisfied with. Honestly, I wish it were something like Olivia or Oz (ha) so that my initials would spell MOM.
-I feel like I have a special connection with cats and dogs because even the meanest always like me and nuzzle their cute fuzzy heads into my hand.
-when friends talk to me about their problems I always try and give my best advice, and it frequently turns out well. I can't take my own advice and I don't know who to tell my weird feelings to.
-sometimes when I'm by myself I narrate situations in my head and it always seems like I'm in a movie.
-I think I'm a very unreliable person in some situations. If you don't commit an extended period of friendly devotion to me then it's doubtful that I will do the same for you.
-I have a long strange list of fears that are really ridiculous, but I'm honestly afraid of all of them: the dark, ghosts, silence, car accidents, cars hitting people walking on the sidewalk, getting frostbite, being fat, sharks, spiders, birds, things hitting my windshield, fire, anything harmful happening to my mom, being alone, looking inexperienced. These all make me extremely nervous
-I don't like feet unless they're in shoes. I like shoes.
-my relationship with father isn't very good, but I love him nonetheless
-I only like acoustic songs if the lyrics are good and the singer is top notch.
-being taken advantage of is not something I tolerate, ever.
-if I could make every person I see smile, that would be the best day ever.
-I don't like fish in any form
-my perfect painting conditions are non-carpeted floors, in the sun or outside in at least 70 degree weather.
-I love to dance even though I look silly when I do it.
-I've never been to Disney World and the only reason that upsets me is because the reason I've never been there is because my parents used the Disney World money for their divorce.
-Glasses are better.
-if you smell good, I like you.
-i also need a man who will take out my splinters, because I can never get those things out.

I have no idea why I'm doing this. BORED time! Maybe I'll add more later... ha

Friday, January 8, 2010

January 8th, 2010

About to go to a cancer benefit in Minneapolis where my art is being auctioned. I love it =) Listening to Justice before I leave...


me on Justice at 2:12 into DVNO from A Cross the Universe. Justice, I love you.

I also love hanging out with a cute boy for an entire day only to watch Harry Potter nonstop and waking him up to pancakes and a morning face attack... WIN. =)

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

January 6th, 2010

Happy New Year!
I would like to keep this brief considering I'm might tired.

Mexico was incredible (dancing until 6AM and not speaking Spanish), Christmas was super fun (fish eye lens and family), cute boy (not taking our time frame for granted).

These past two weeks have been fun but I'm about to get stressed from money situations that I'm highly avoiding. Student loan, PLEASE HELP ME!