Hello world,
I have some pretty intense things to say tonight so if you aren't ready for that than I suggest you press the "back" button pretty darn quick because here I go. I will now eliminate capitol letters to let my emotions flow freely from brain, to fingers, to computer screen.
i often feel like i don't belong here. what am i doing even majoring in anything when people think painting as a major is "EASY" those bastards. i know for a fact they can't paint. its far from easy. also, am i getting too strange looking that boys don't even like me anymore? is my personality displeasing because i don't understand what i'm doing wrong. when i get this stressed it makes me want to eat and then after i eat i feel really bad and i stress out again! i'm unsure of what to do (p.s. if anyone has gone through this, help me out. what do i do) anyway so i'm sick of school, i'm sick of asshole guys, and i'm sick of not being motivated in any area of my life.
i'm just really upset tonight internet. i think i'm going to cry.
thanks for always listening though
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I know what you mean when people say that art is an easy major. I majored in music and I can tell you that theatre, music, and art are three very intense undergraduate majors. We can't have lives because our free time is taken up with practicing, memorizing lines and finishing up projects. I wouldn't change it for the world though. It has helped me since I have graduated college. And Melissa, you are so beautiful. Any guy that does not see it is a moron. I wish we could spend more time together. Keep doing what makes you happy, you are so talented.
ReplyDeleteI love you very much,
Your cousin Amy.