February 17th, 2010

Happy Ash Wednesday everyone!
I'm giving up chocolate. Don't let me forget.
So anyway, I got a phone call last night and my plans are ONNN and someone is in for a pretty good spring break. =) (hint: it's me)
The only thing that hasn't been good today is my food choice. I've been in the art building all day and this is what I've eaten: FOUR, count em, FOUR pop tarts. okay, not four packages of them but four individual tarts. yuck, i feel disgusting. i'm going for a major run tonight and then back to my apartment to do some more laundry, watch some movies, and go over my portfolio review essay a few more thousand times.

i haven't blogged about my life completely for awhile so here i go. this'll be a long one. NEXT ON TOPIC: my health. i started taking meds for my extreme lack of iron and my elevated thyroid last week. everyday my body is adjusting differently and it's driving me nuts. not to be gross any guy that's reading this, but i don't know where else to get this out there. i've been taking my thyroid pill in the morning, iron in the afternoon, and my BC before i go to bed. I'm a week and a half into my BC now and guess what i got on monday night.

WHAAAAAT!? why?! this is like a mean joke my body is pulling on me. it's probably saying something like "aha, melissa gets cramps twice in one month!" jerk ovaries... wtf. so anyway, i'm pissed about this. i feel bloated and i'm getting cramps and i'm moody and emotional just like i would be during that last week. NO THANKS! i'm insanely annoyed about it. hopefully it's almost gone now. goddamn.

okay, subject change. i know that i've talked about this guy a few times in the past month or months or whatevskies, but i don't feel like it's just a little crush anymore. i mean i'm saying i really like him. a lot. enough to make him a painting you guys... and thats not something i do for anyone unless it's a class assignment and it means nothing to me. well, this wasn't a class assignment at all- it was actually something i spent a lot of time on! SIGH so anyway, dear boy i like who lives far away. i have something in store for you soon that you don't know about. how do you like that. =) i know i keep telling you i'll stop bothering you about it, but i don't honestly want to. please move home and date me you jerk! ha, you're not a jerk. but seriously, i want to be with you. not because of me wanting others to know i'm unavailable and not so that i can change my relationship status on facebook. so that i know that i'm for you and you're for me and that's that.

ALSO ALSO ALSO my portfolio review is coming up again. i just finished my essay and i'll post it as "Portfolio Review" after i'm done with this blog.

thanks for listening internet, you always cheer me up. =)